Zoleka Mandela: I’m in endless trouble and tired of grieving.

Zoleka Mandela: I’m in endless trouble and tired of grieving.

Zoleka Mandela: I'm in endless trouble and tired of grieving.

Having recently come from a social media hiatus after her mother Zindzi Mandela’s death, author and activist Zoleka Mandela has opened about the emotional toll grieving has taken on her. Zindzi died at a Johannesburg hospital in July. The explanation for death has not been disclosed, albeit her family confirmed that she tested positive for Covid-19.

Zoleka revealed that she’s been handling tons since Zindzi’s death which some days have left her feeling paralysed.

Zoleka Mandela
“I’m handling an entire lot, so uninterested in crying on the within and therefore the outside, of feeling. Period. I even have days once I can’t even get out of bed, where I can’t shower/bath or handle anything that involves my phone/laptop or people,” Zoleka said.

However, the author also admitted that she’s been seeing the sunshine at the top of the tunnel and made some progress on pulling herself out of the emotional hole she’s in

Zoleka Mandela: I'm in endless trouble and tired of grieving.
Today was better, I told myself that I’m getting to start understanding and that i actually had enough energy to wash my apartment and do laundry. i feel I’m back, plus i want to be back because I’ve gained 5.8kg eating my feelings all the time.”

Zoleka hopes to lose the load she’s gained from all the emotional eating she’s done over the previous couple of months and she or he wants to urge her groove back.

Zoleka Mandela

The other day, when she was feeling up to sharing, Zoleka said she was crammed with gratitude for the support her fans, friends and family have showered her with during this point .